Stars will dance and the sun still shines

[hitzchicky]

So it's been a few days since I got back to Germany. Life is pretty good. I've moved past the whole Alain thing. I still hate his very existence, but I'm not going to let it bother me anymore. Thanksgiving was fun. One of the girls here, her family flew out and made us all thanksgiving dinner. So at least I got real turkey and stuff. I just made sure not acknowledge Alain's presence for fear of a large scale screaming fight. On my part mostly. He left to go to Prague to try and get with the girl's sister. I kind of feel bad for the girl. She's really sweet, but she's definitely on the heavy side, and her sister is this short little skinny dancer who's very pretty. So I imagine that didn't do a whole lot for her self confidence growing up having such an attractive older sister. Then she had a crush on Alain, but now he's trying to hook up with her sister, and I just feel bad for her. I guarantee she's too nice to say anything. She's a lot like me in that she is very willing to give to others with a disregard for the what they give back. Like I said, really sweet. I've learned not give as much when I receive nothing in return. I don't ask for a lot, but something every once in a while is nice. But other than that, life is good. I just started reading a book that Sarah gave me for my birthday called "The Birth of Venus". It's very interesting. Then its on to try and read "Mein Kampf" again. It's a little above my level. My vocabulary is fairly extensive, but Hitler just throws so many random big words into a sentence that really doesn't need it. I think he's trying to overcompensate for lack of an actual point. LOL.
love
Sara