Ignorance is still bliss, but its okay

[hitzchicky]

So, they are still speaking to me. That's all they're doing, but oh well, I kinda saw that one coming. My heart still feels broken, but I'm dealing with it and I can't wait to talk to Sarah when she gets here in like 10 days. Woot! I definately can't wait to go home, because I know there is no possible way that I will be able to move on until I go home and go back to my normal life. With a support system of friends with me. I kind of lack that one here. No support system. I suppose I can still dream that things will go my way. Although, I have definately come to terms that it is a complete impossibility, because, as I have said before, short of a miracle, not going to happen for me. I saved the poems on my computer, if anyone wants to read them, I will gladly email them to you. I really like how at least one of them came out. I'm pretty proud of myself, I haven't written a poem in years. Not decent one anyway. I would post them here, but there are some people that I don't want to see them. Just comment me :)
love
Sara