-i'm leaving in 15 days...i like a really sweet, cute boy...and nothing will come out of it because i'm leaving...it's so depressing how the things that you've always wanted, happen at the worst times...i am staying awake for another full night...because i have to finish YET ANOTHER project...after this there is only my history essays and then ( Read more... )

-another all nighter....the 4th night in a row...2 were for school...and 2 were for drinking/partying/dancing ( Read more... )

i have decided to stop hating my body sooo much...i'm soo fucked up and cracked out right now, and its my own fault. i am giving myself a rule that i can only drink on the weekends...and i can't do any form of drugs untill the day before i leave for alberta. I honestly can't sleep...in the last 2 days i have had 4 hours of sleep. i am a zombieeee ( Read more... )

i sort of feel like i should start the whole..hurt them before they hurt me thing...that way i dont get hurt...and i dont have to work through my problems...i can just run away from them. being the mature adult that i am...i think that seems like the best option. I do not need stress from boys right now...i have enough from school, and the whole ( Read more... )

i feel burnt out, and stupid...UGH ( Read more... )

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my daily dose of HAPPY CAMPERS is not the ONLY reason that I am sooooo chearful...THE BIG BIG BIG reason is that I AM LEAVING!!!!! ....yesterday i found out that I got a job at the Delta Lodge in Kananaskis Alberta. (this is the site for my new job-----> www.livetheadventure.ab.ca )...my first day on the job is July 4th, and i have a 6 month ( Read more... )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Katie is your soulmate.
You truly love Sarah .
You consider Audra your true friend.
You know that Andrea is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Britney for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Tyson is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Jayson is colorful, ( Read more... )

mush muu-shhhhh ma ma ma ma ma maaaaa shhhhhhhhhhhh rooooooooooooooo mmmmmmmmmMMMmmMmMMMmMmMmMm s.

I just thought that I would give a nice re-cap of my life as of now...just incase any of you hardcore livejournal freaks care to know what i've been up to ( Read more... )