Jun 11, 2005 10:08
i have decided to stop hating my body sooo much...i'm soo fucked up and cracked out right now, and its my own fault. i am giving myself a rule that i can only drink on the weekends...and i can't do any form of drugs untill the day before i leave for alberta. I honestly can't sleep...in the last 2 days i have had 4 hours of sleep. i am a zombieeee....but on the plus side i met some really awesome people last night...we went to this super creepy abandoned building on pelisier and danced and drank more...the guy who owned the place was a spazed out artist...a veryy creeepy one. He somehow got sooo many chicks though...i dont get it...like there were 5 girls there who were all swooning around him...i need to try to sleep now.