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i feel burnt out, and stupid...UGH.
my life is super weird right now, and i use too many drugs and too much wine to cope...it's 11:51 on a tuesday night. and i love wine...my art class friends/buddies/lovers drank wine with me at the river after class...it was very bug ridden...but nice...there were super big boats...and homosexual rollerblading guys...we assumed they were racing home to get it on! ...OH MY. I just talked to Brian on the phone...and it made me sad, because he sounded all depresyy and stuff...i hope i get to see him this weekend, because he is a pretty coool boy. UMMM....i am listening to darryl's burnt cd and i am too hot/drunk to sleep...someone please save me from this sauna house!!!!! I bought clothes and cd's today ...that always makes me super extra happy!!! I asked sarah if it was ok with her if Brian and I dated...and she said that shes over him and ok with it!!! i am happy about that because i wouldn't want to ruina friendship over a boy...ecspecially since sarah is sucha good friend...
i have misquitto bites like crazy all over my legs...maybe sleeping ina field wasn't the best idea..hmmm...soo whats up with me and dating county boys? HONESTLY! Every boy that i have EVER dated was from the county somehwere...thats kinda weird...i guess its not that weird...but there must be somehting in the water out there that i'm attracted to or soemthing..maybe its the lack of pollution seeping from their pores...or maybe county boys are just build better...who knows?!
its too hot
i need to finish my book
i'm leaving soon...
EEEEEEK
good night!
my life is super weird right now, and i use too many drugs and too much wine to cope...it's 11:51 on a tuesday night. and i love wine...my art class friends/buddies/lovers drank wine with me at the river after class...it was very bug ridden...but nice...there were super big boats...and homosexual rollerblading guys...we assumed they were racing home to get it on! ...OH MY. I just talked to Brian on the phone...and it made me sad, because he sounded all depresyy and stuff...i hope i get to see him this weekend, because he is a pretty coool boy. UMMM....i am listening to darryl's burnt cd and i am too hot/drunk to sleep...someone please save me from this sauna house!!!!! I bought clothes and cd's today ...that always makes me super extra happy!!! I asked sarah if it was ok with her if Brian and I dated...and she said that shes over him and ok with it!!! i am happy about that because i wouldn't want to ruina friendship over a boy...ecspecially since sarah is sucha good friend...
i have misquitto bites like crazy all over my legs...maybe sleeping ina field wasn't the best idea..hmmm...soo whats up with me and dating county boys? HONESTLY! Every boy that i have EVER dated was from the county somehwere...thats kinda weird...i guess its not that weird...but there must be somehting in the water out there that i'm attracted to or soemthing..maybe its the lack of pollution seeping from their pores...or maybe county boys are just build better...who knows?!
its too hot
i need to finish my book
i'm leaving soon...
EEEEEEK
good night!