I have come to the realization that i have no clue what i am doing. I have a job that i could be much more involved with and itd probably easier if i did. But all i can do is screw off because my boss has to have control over everything. I understand why i mean its his lively hood and everything but him wanting control is holding me back from ( Read more... )

Its amazing the changes people go through. one day your best friend can say one thing as a joke and it really offends you. Then it continues to occur making you not even want to hang around ( Read more... )

Working...and there is this girl that I totaly want to ask out but dont have the courage to. So maybe knowing someone for 7 years and wanting to be with them for the same amount of time is harder then you'd think. The person i ussually talk these kinds of things over with has become a jerk for the most part and makes things awkward. I sometimes ( Read more... )

So I'm done with college in literally a day well 3 tomorrow. I'm mot sure how I feel about that...it wasn't hard..actually it was fuckin boring. But the latest thing I've noticed is that I just don't feel connections with people. There's this girl I like but for some reason my brain gets the message but my heart doesn't listen. I cannot figure out ( Read more... )

So today was pretty crappy. i washed my car, watched movies, and realized that i'm never happy about anything. I'm really only happy when I'm busy doing something & i'm probably not happy just busy. i feel like i dont have anyone to talk 2 about anything, without being judged. Sometimes i feel like i should just keep driving... not to any specific ( Read more... )

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so qhwn i started working at Titan i didnt expect to do what im doing now... i started working in the yard which i found ridiculously easy cuz everything is laid out for me to do and its a repeat every day. then i went into the office doing stupid shit like updating all the old info books and cleaning out all the old drawing rolls in the closet... ( Read more... )

so last night i met some of her family. we had dinner with her mom and aunt. then moms b/f came over...not what i expected but w/e he was nice. then we went to some dress store cuz her aunts getting married and they had to pick up the dress'. then we went to her aunts house to meet her grandma and her future cousin and uncle. her uncle was ( Read more... )

so i havent typed in here ina long time but im start because i dont really have anyone to talk to that wont go blabto fucking everyone they know. so i have a g/f ,trish. wever been going out for a month and all anyone can say to me is "did u bang her yet" "you get fuckinlaid yet" and it really pisses me off because i dontcare that im a virgin and ( Read more... )

if i deleted you its because i either dont like you any more, your entrys have nothing to do with you and your just selling stuff, or i never liked you in the first place.