so um...does anybody write in here anymore??

St0rm0fTh0rns: heyyy ( Read more... )

okay. i need to get everything out of my head. if this doesn't make sense i'm sorry. and i wouldn't even bother reading this if i were you. so stop here. k so i fucking relapsed on saturday night. i was having such a beautiful time at sounds of the underground and i felt infinite and surreal. and i ruined it. one hit and there i go. right back ( Read more... )

new sober date: august 7th, 2006

nobody even like... is on lj anymore. what the fuck!?

i'm home! yea yea. drugs are dumb. if you do them get away from me.

oh god oh god oh god.

my mom is living in an apartment in anoka. i will be living with her within 3 months. no more drugs for me. i love you guys.

okay, for real now. this really is the last day i'm on the computer. things are better now. i go to therapy...it's okay. hopefully i'll learn to live without drugs. it's gonna be HARD!! i have really bad dreams about drugs sometimes... it sucks. but in my dreams i never actually do the drugs because i get random UA's. haha. which i really do. man i ( Read more... )

this is the last day i can be on the computer at school.

i love all of you and i will contact everyone when i get out of this hole.

COON RAPIDS SUCKS BALLS.

i've never felt so alone in my life.

if ANYBODY talks to the love of my life (ben) tell him i love him and i never stop thinking about him....

EVERYBODY!

DRUGS ARE STUPID BUT I'M NOT STOPPING.

because of them i am in a foster home.

i am miserable.

i love you all