My name is Justin Marcellay. I'm 26 years old. I believe in taking care of myself, and a balanced diet and a rigorous exercise routine. In the morning, if my face is a little puffy, I'll put on an ice pack while doing my stomach crunches. I can do a thousand now. After I remove the ice pack, I use a deep pore cleanser lotion. In the shower, I use a ( Read more... )

While you are away
My heart comes undone
Slowly unravels
In a ball of yarn
The devil collects it
With a grin
Our love
In a ball of yarn
He'll never return it
So when you come back
We'll have to make new love

i'm bored and online. so bored i feel like i need to update this silly colored hat i call a journal ( Read more... )

i havent really been writing in here, because i lack the enthusiasm to write my latest troubles ( Read more... )

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i keep coming on here and asking questions like.. why? why me? i have to look into my beliefs and realize i have none. the only way to explain everything thats happened, and is going to happen is from a direct fault of my own ( Read more... )

Talking to God...

I met god the other day.

I know what you’re thinking. How the hell did you know it was god?
Well, I’ll explain as we go along, but basically he convinced me by having all, and I do mean ALL, the answers. Every question I flung at him he batted back with a plausible and satisfactory answer. In the end, it was easier to ( Read more... )

shes deffinitly the best thing thats happened to me in a while. shes saving this year for me, when i thought it was nothing but a complete disaster. we're moving fast, faster then i've ever moved, and it doesnt scare me at all. im infactuated with her.

i think im in love.. which is pretty much scaring the crap out of me. i dont know whether i should just cut my loses and run, or keep this going. shes so beautiful i dont know what shes doing with me.

ive been listening a lot to circa survive, and been really trying to understand anthony's vauge lyrics. ive been getting strange but possible ideas on what the album is about ( Read more... )