i just learned something recently. something i should have already known, and something that doesnt even matter, but it does at the same time.

you need to be proud of who your dating. if you are slightly embarassed, or even not sure, it wont work at all.

which is why its somewhat hard for me to make the decision i'm about to make..

There are things we see in movies that serve for most people more as idealized romantic notions than actual reality: the pivotal scenes where people turn their backs on a “rational” life choice to follow their hearts instead - and the consequences be damned. But on occasion, these things do happen in real life, and Circa Survive is the product of ( Read more... )

im a fucking piece of meat. thats it. girls use me, and then once they get off, i never see them again. i love it. wait no, i dont, i hate it ( Read more... )

if i last through the winter, i swear to you that i wont call.

im moving in march. its been decided. i cant stand the way people treat others in this area. one minute they are your friend.. the next, they're out to make your life hell. my only true friend is where im moving to. hes like a brother to me, and is the only person i trust.

im not gay ( Read more... )

i have a lot on my plate. but yet, i've got nothing ( Read more... )

after listening to the new coheed, i found my new favorite song. its not really coheed style.. its a "bitching at your ex" song. its still pretty good. So come on bitch, why aren't you laughing now? you left me to cry on my own. So cry on bitch, why aren't you laughing now? Tonight, goodnight i'm burn star IV. Only i dont even think of you. No, i ( Read more... )

i tell myself on the ride home.. im getting tired and hating all i've known. i'm holding on like it's all i have. count me out, when it's clear that i find it hard to say.. and you.. find it hard to care ( Read more... )

spinning with my arms spread, crushing the tops of mountains with my hands. as i dive into the pacific, i flood the shorelines. and i exhale, causing the oceans endless waves. as i emerge, shaking the wreckage from my hair, with my hands ( Read more... )

Germute ( Read more... )

i never wanted a partner
i never loved you
now you are free to leave
this heart is already frozen
i cant remember to thaw
if i last through the summer
i swear to you now, i wont call.