I walk in space, breathe with no oxygen, cry rain drops and smile sunshine. I am but a dreamer stuck in the unreal paradise. I struggle in my own misery, looking at reality behind the thick window. It has not touched my bones. I am a floating illuminator of memories. I search for my perfection but bounce back on the wall of emptiness. I throw ( Read more... )

Almost a year later I post once again. I appear out of nowhere and surprise everyone with unexpected feelings which I will not even go through. This is me and this is what I felt like doing at this moment. I shall not explain anything in details unless asked. I shall not keep a day to day journal unless I need to. My journal will always remain in ( Read more... )

Have I lost my mind? Have I lost my soul? As I look within the layers of emptiness in my flesh, I realise that I have lost myself. My identity has escaped right before my eyes, and I stood there, letting go. Fire runs through my veins as each tear eats me alive. Those drops are the only motion closest to liveliness. An enormous shadow has enveloped ( Read more... )

Below, you will be reading about my very personal events. If you are ready to embark upon a journey into the debths of my heart, then I invite you to read cautiously. I want you all to know that I chose to put this public, because I told myself that I have nothing to hide, and I will remain an open book. But know this...there is a lot more behind ( Read more... )

Here are some emails that I wanted to keep for my own reasons.

( To Josh and back )

I've been very sick since last week. I had to miss a few days from work which allowed me to get some rest. I've been on antibiotics and still taking them...I seriously can't wait for my ears to open. God! It feels like I'm behind a wall and can't hear a thing that goes on in the world. It's a strange feeling, really...at least my voice is back! ( Read more... )

If you're wondering why I haven't been posting for the past few days, that's because there has been a few things going on, which I will ellaborate on right now.

#1: I started work on Thursday, May 6th...I met 2 guys that work there (in our warehouse), which is quite surprising because we're all women in the office, and having 2 young (and good- ( Read more... )

How could they?! Why would they?! After half an hour of sheding tears last night because of the O.C. (and of course because of other emotions and upcoming events that just added on), media just HAD to add on to my emotional tornado! It was "Friends" last episode tonight! :S I loved BOTH those shows soooo much!!! But I will especially miss "Friends ( Read more... )

One night a guy takes his girlfriend home. As they are about to kiss each other goodnight at the front door, the guy starts feeling a little horny. With an air of confidence, he leans with his hand against the wall and smiling, he says to her ( Read more... )

Can you tell I'm bored?! lol Just killing time until I go help my sis with her project...

Just for fun! Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. :)

( My Tree is Me )