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If you're wondering why I haven't been posting for the past few days, that's because there has been a few things going on, which I will ellaborate on right now.
#1: I started work on Thursday, May 6th...I met 2 guys that work there (in our warehouse), which is quite surprising because we're all women in the office, and having 2 young (and good-looking, might I add) guys working there came to a bit of a shock. In any case, I'm not complaining...Now here's the story...
I was a little shy to start talking to the guys, so I had lunch like a loner on my first day of work, but that was fine because I needed some time to myself...I told myself that the next day, I would go up to them and start a conversation. Like the brave little girl I am, I did exactly as I planed. lol When I had the opportunity, I asked one of them: "so...umm..I didn't catch your name yesterday.." he replied by shaking my hand: "I'm Anthony, and you are?" I had the biggest smile on my face, and I replied:"Oh! so YOU'RE Anthony!!!" :D This was so funny! I felt like I was back in high-school lol He asked me if I wanted to have lunch with him and his buddy Mike, and I said yes. I won't go in details (because some things are just too ridiculously emabarassing! lol), but I had a nice lunch with them and that was a beginning for something unexpected...
I had an invitation to go join them at this lounge called "Blu Room" and was told that drinks would be on the house for me. Haha! I still got it! :P So I said I would think about it and see if my friends wanted to go, then I would pass by.
That night, Randy and I decided to go for a couple of drinks (and take advantage of spending nothing! lol). The place is absolutely beautiful!!! Nothing too big, but the environment was nice. Great place to go hang out before clubbing. That night, drinks kept on coming from left and right..."more shots!" yelled Mike. He was hilarious! They were all drunk there...and I was joining them! :S I'm not used to drinking so much in one night...and the consenquences were the following...
We went to "Diva" afterwards, and had more drinks there...already, I couldn't walk straight and was seeing double! lol (I'm a light drinker and a cheap date! :P)
At one point during the night, I pulled Anthony to the dance floor and we started dancing...as we were dancing, we were staring in eachothers eyes and getting closer and closer together...Now I don't know if I let go of myself because of the influence of the alcohol or was it because I really wanted to...but somehow, after brushing eachothers cheeks with our lips, we ended up kissing...All I can remember was that at some point, I realized that we were the only ones on the dance floor, and on top of it all, we were making out...*blushing*. That's when he asked me if I wanted to go sit on the sofa, in front of the DJ, and I accepted because I couldn't stand on my feet anymore. lol All I can say is that I surprised myself that night, and never thought that I would do something like that, but for some reason it felt good, and I felt like it was meant to happen...
Randy explained to me the next day that things got wild on that sofa, and that I had made Anthony a lucky man that night! lol Don't get any ideas in your head...we did not have sex! lol I felt bad for Rand though, cause I didn't want him to feel like a third-wheeler...I really hope that he had a good time (I know he told me so, but still...I feel bad). Well, at least, with Mr. Mike the cupid's help, he got a girl's number ;) haha! That was so sweet of Mikey! :D Oh, and Rand...thanks a bunch for taking care of me that night!!! You don't know how much I appreciate it!!! Luv ya lots! (more than you think) ;) What will I do without my roommies... :( *sigh* I'll miss you...*sigh*
In other news...I'm thrilled to announce that it is official between me and Anthony now! lol Yes, he's my boyfriend and I adore him! :D I know that I told myself I wouldn't get into a relationship for one of the biggest reasons being I'm moving to T.O in June! But for some reason...something just connected me and him, and I don't know if I should call it faith, destiny, or an act of God, but whatever it is...I love the feeling! I have been praying to have such a thing for a while now, and now, finally, after all this time, I got it! But why now?! I know that it comes to you when you least expect it, and I'm a living proof of that, but...well, I'm not complaining! :D I'm just happy and excited! I can't believe I found him, and I can't believe we are where we are right now, and how fast things went (no, I'm not talking about sex, once again! lol) simply because we connected to each other very quickly, and I think it was meant to be...even Randy told me he likes him and that's a good thing, coming from him especially! lol That makes me even happier! I can't express the joy I feel inside at this very moment, but it sure has brought a spark in my heart and a light in my eyes!!! I love it! I love it! I love it! :D
This brakes my heart though...knowing what I know about the near future (he's aware of it too...I had to be honest and clear with him from the beginning, for I have nothing to hide), but I try not to think about it too much and just live day by day...but as days go by, I find myself getting more and more attached to him (and it has been only 4 days! How pathetic right?! lol) Am I a fool?! Am I an embarassment, a laughing object before the eyes of my friends?!
No matter, I know how I feel and how he feels, and I also know that I got what I had asked for a long time ago and I will not let go of it anytime soon...and I have a good feeling about this...therefore, I will not let anything get in between this wonderful gift.
We understand each other, we make each other laugh, we care for one another, we have much respect, we excite one another...and the list goes on...what more can I ask for?! :) Thank you God! Thank you for giving me such an opportunity to feel this lack of emotion I was longing for. Thank you for letting me cross his path...