So life has gotten to a less hectic point and this years resolutions include writing/roleplaying more. So in that vein I will be posting more to this blog with subjects I think up as well as prompts I find interesting. I am glad to be writing more :)

If I were to win an award, I honestly believe it would be for patience…or possibly restraint. Can one win an award for both? I am barely even feeling any ill effects from being pregnant and Lucivar’s already bossed me into spending practically every day sitting with my feet up. I have no idea why…to watch them as my ankles swell perhaps. I seem to ( Read more... )

Surprisingly I would not try to descend to darker Jewels or have a higher caste. I think there is really nothing I could do about that. The Darkness gives what it gives to those who need it. However I would have tried to not believe the garbage that was spewed by my parents day in and day out. About me being who I am and not doing anything ( Read more... )

I never thought I would be a mother so soon. I look at Daemonar and he is always just so perfect to me. He never has to live in fear, granted he is his father’s child…and his uncle’s nephew and his grandfather’s grandson so fear of any kind was never really going to be much of a factor in his life. It seemed like my life fast forwarded after ( Read more... )

It was a clear spring day, perfect for flying before getting some work done, A little air under the wings does wonders for the soul, plus it’d been raining that whole week so everything was enjoying the sunshine. My sisters and I had gone out for a morning flight before their lessons and my chores. I do not exactly remember how that particular ( Read more... )

I think the biggest and perhaps the worst mistake I have ever made in a relationship is actually not making Lucivar be mad at me after that night in the war camp. It’s not so much a mistake I made with him as much as one I made between Daemon and I. I am the first to admit the Dark Court is not like any other Court namely because most everyone is ( Read more... )

There are many times in life I have been considered fragile. Mostly due to the fact I am female and wear light Jewels. Blood males tend to discount the fact that even a White Jeweled woman can be a force to be reckoned with when pushed too far or in the right circumstances. I admit that I have often thought of myself as fragile. Too fragile to ( Read more... )

To be honest I’ve never really thought about it much but I have found since getting married and having Daemonar I have become a bit of a night owl. Night is one of the few times I can be left alone to do what I like without being fussed over. It’s usually when I make dough for baking the next day and prepare fruit for jams to store over the winter ( Read more... )

I guess I should not have been surprised per say by her reaction. I mean in comparison to some of the other eligible women in Ebon Rih I am sure there were some more suitable to his caste, Jewels and family ties. A woman more suited to life as the wife of the Warrior Prince of Ebon Rih, an aristo woman with dark Jewels and any caste but hearth ( Read more... )

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