Apr 10, 2007 03:13
I think the biggest and perhaps the worst mistake I have ever made in a relationship is actually not making Lucivar be mad at me after that night in the war camp. It’s not so much a mistake I made with him as much as one I made between Daemon and I. I am the first to admit the Dark Court is not like any other Court namely because most everyone is related if not by blood ties then by ties that are even stronger. I looked forward to Daemon coming and I was happy to have a brother and that Lucivar would have him back and all of them the High Lord included would have a chance to put some of the past behind them and be a family. I may not have known exactly what Daemon would show Lucivar that night but I knew it would not be good. Afterwards I should have tried to make Lucivar not place all his anger at his brother. Not after they had finally started to repair some of the wounds of the past. I do not think I will ever really understand all the little things that have happened between them, partly because they are male and mostly because they are Warlord Princes. In any case since Jaenelle has come home and they are married now I hope in some weird way they both will just get it. I finally have a family and a home and peace and I hope to keep it that way.
Muse: Marian Yaslana
Fandom: Misc Books/Black Jewels trilogy
Words: 255