I leave for Las Vegas in a few hours and I'm stoked! Granted it's a teacher conference, but I'm ready to experience a new state and place. My friend Katie whom I just love happens to be in Vegas for two days that overlap my schedule, and her hotel is across the street from mine. Can we say excited??

That's it. I have to keep my bedroom in a much tidier order after my event this morning. Having awoke and just looked around, I decided to needed to get clothes off the floor, clothes in the hamper, clothes in the garbage, etc. So I was hauling stuff into bags when I lifted a towel and BAM ( Read more... )

I am going to cave in and whip my body into shape. Perhaps if I get this toned up body, despite the superficiality of it, I can attract someone. I simply do not feel attractive in the slightest. Ideally, I'd love to get some veneers, get my skin taken care of, and hire a trainer who will whip me into as close to perfection as I can get it ( Read more... )

I am up extra early because I start a two week regiment of baby sitting my friend's 4 year old since they can't afford the day care for him and his younger brother. This entails at least 8 hours of my day going at full speed.

I'm hoping to read some books and get some work done while he plays. Occassionally, I plan to stop and play Legos.

I've decided that I will tell my mom I am gay this weekend. A part of me feels she already has a good idea, but I don't know how she'll actually react once everything is confirmed. I think she'd rather be on the fence of hoping it to not be true.

We'll see what happens.

I am still here. Update coming soon.

I am really tired from an obvious lack of sleep. Must have set a new record last night with the numerous times I awoke over and over again.

I missed the entire first week of June in discussing the various facets of my life? How sad ( Read more... )

As much as I am trying not to, I think I'm steadily falling into a depression concerning my complete and utter lack of a dating life. I even get depressed about not having an armada of gay friends to turn to for advice. Sadly, I had one but that disappeared; hence, I feel out there all alone.

As luck would have it, I met a guy on Sunday. He's really cool, and we ended up talking for hours. Not sure if it's just strictly a platonic relationship vibe at this point, but I am more than eager to explore it and see what happens ( Read more... )