Jul 09, 2008 22:00
I am going to cave in and whip my body into shape. Perhaps if I get this toned up body, despite the superficiality of it, I can attract someone. I simply do not feel attractive in the slightest. Ideally, I'd love to get some veneers, get my skin taken care of, and hire a trainer who will whip me into as close to perfection as I can get it.
Like I told my mom the other day, I feel as if I resemble a Mongoloid and have the disposition of a Victorian matriarch. Hell, I feel "outdated" and already at 26. Have I missed my prime? I do not like to think so, but I look at everyone else and think...damn.