Streched out so thin, I want to scream.
But such a thing is unwelcome.
Unwarranted.
Unbecoming.
My throat hurts. My eyes sting.
And the root of it all is a suppressed scream.
 

How the hell do you think that makes me feel?

I would consider this little stunt as "going behind my back."

Do not talk to me about motivation, recognition, frustration or sadness. I will give you merit for being vocal, I recognize that this is your right and that your arguments are valid. But you are lacking in understanding, consideration and ( Read more... )

Crisis was averted to make way to a bigger, more exciting crisis. By exciting I mean why not just hand me a gun so that I can shoot myself and get it over with?

The old crisis will welcome the old crisis like a friend coming over. He will invite him to sit down and serve him juice. Please, be comfortable so that you can linger for a long period of ( Read more... )

If wisdom begins by calling things by their right names, then what I'm going to say doesn't make me negative, it makes me wise.

A difficult situation is a problem. We will not call it a "challenge" or an "opportunity" or anything like that. It means that if you don't do things right, there's a serious threat to stability and you may suffer dire ( Read more... )

It's not a place where I can learn and grow.
It's not something to look forward to each Monday.
It's not a place that lets me be me.
It's not where I get to do what I want to do, what I love to do.
It's not inspring.
It's not what drives me.
It's not pushing me to be the best that I can be.

Right now, this is just about income.
Right now, this is just a ( Read more... )

I'm not the type of person who seeks challenges. I like staying in my comfort zone. I like being around things that are familiar. I like knowing my limits.

However, I acknowledge the fact that life's not supposed to be that way. You should never be content with where you are. You always have to look for more. Ask for it. Work for it. It's not easy ( Read more... )

I've been quite uninspired and I felt that I would not be able to post as often. So I thought that I'd just take a break from blogging in April. A lot has changed and I guess the reason for my depression is that I have been resistant to most of them.

Yes, yes, change is good --but I would not go quietly.
 

I admit that I am not built with sterner stuff as I would like. I am emotional and a lot of times I would give in. However, that is quickly followed by the realization that I have allowed myself the moment of weakness that I probably needed before I could function again. It's done, so now we move forward ( Read more... )

In wondering whether you like someone or not, perhaps you can consider the decisions you've been making lately.

If he or she is a factor, then you might like that person. If not, then you don't.

Then, when you've made the decision, think whether or not you had ignored that person as factor.

If it was a decision you could live with and that person isn' ( Read more... )

Sometimes there are just so many thoughts running in your head, random and simultaneous, that you really need to pick one and act on it.

The rest can either wait or be dismissed altogether.