this friday the 13th was enough to make me believe wholeheartedly in superstition.
all day i felt like i was just barely holding on to my sanity.

i wish i could've been numb to everything instead of feeling as though there was nothing solid beneath my feet.

so i felt a little poetic ( Read more... )

as i stare into the total darkness beyond the bus window ( Read more... )

I find myself thinking a lot about this poem lately.

Nothing Gold Can Stay

Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

oh my, the mess i have made
and i do nothing but increase the size of it with each passing day
i would love to be on the outside looking in

i really think i like alcohol way too much ( Read more... )

i feel like i should be coughing up blood
my throat hurts that badly
so i'm coughing and checking my hand for flecks of blood
which, of course, do not appear

oh

and i'm BURNING UP

it's hot

time for more ice-pops

i was thinking about friendship today ( Read more... )

THE "I" SURVEY ( Read more... )

my cat came into my room while i was on the computer and i noticed him sprawled on his back on the carpet ( Read more... )