the ship of friends and relations

Apr 06, 2006 01:07

i was thinking about friendship today
and i thought back to when everyone i'm friends with was friends with each other
and it was great
i miss the old days
but you can never go back
because people change and people grow apart
and sometimes a friend becomes the type of person you don't want to waste your time on..the kind of person who, if he were a stranger, you would shake your head and say "what is wrong with people these days?"
but, for the sake of friendship and the history you have with this person, you try to ignore it
a person who once had morals and values similar to your own has lost all of that for reason unknown to you
i'm don't cope well with change and it would really help me to know what the heck is going on
we never have meaningful conversations
i was once your best friend(current status unknown because you don't talk to me anymore)
i want to understand
i think i do, but i know what assuming does

i don't believe in giving up on friends, but just let me know if you want me to let go of it all.

just something to think about
and no, i won't name names
if you think i'm talking about you, then maybe we have some talking to do
and i know a girl who may think this is about her, but it's not...sometimes i feel like giving up, but i won't...because i think we can get back to how we used to be...

take care of yourselves
<3
hadass

PS so if i seem a bit distant, it's just what i do when i'm not feeling too great about the world
about life
i build walls
no one has bothered to try to bring them down yet, so...
here i am
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