Do you ever get where you're waiting for something to happen that you know will be painful and the waiting hurts so much that you just want it to happen already so that at least the worst will happen and then it'll be over and you can get on with your life ( Read more... )

Despite everything, I got 4 of my 5 mid terms back and I got A's on all so far. I'm just waiting on dean barker with biomed ethics and since juniors have bombed that class, I'll be pleased with a B. I'll keep you posted. I actually felt the need to ask dr. baker if my abnormal psych score was correct because I knew there was no way I did that well ( Read more... )

I think the coffee creamer is getting old and the cherry tomatoes were funky. So I might go ahhh crap my brains out or something ( Read more... )

I went running just now and got all hot and sweaty. So i'm sitting here in shorts and a tshirt. But the hotness wore off. So now I'm just cold and sweaty. Cold, wet, and sweaty. And my legs are twitching ( Read more... )

It's funny. I was so uneasy the whole time I was in NEPA. I was uneasy flying TO NEPA. And as soon as my plane took off from avoca to philly I knew I was one step closer to SC. And I felt better. And despite chilling in the GSP airport for 5 hours, I feel great. Relaxed. Like when you turn the fan on on a hot summer day. I laid on my squeeky, ( Read more... )

I can't seem to comprehend the fact that this time tomorrow I will be in Pennsylvania. I actually didn't have this much trouble with "this time tomorrow, I'll be in south Carolina" when I was leaving in August. Must be an indicator of something there ( Read more... )

It's remarkable. When I get medical orders to NOT practice, I suddenly have oodles of free time. However, I also can't eat anything that requires... well, chewing. So I'm sure my diet of mushy cereal and frozen yogurt will result in some kind of deficiency after awhile ( Read more... )

What a night. Aside from the thoughts that I honestly, truly cannot post, I'll just say our semi was good. Unique. Different from high school. And it was nice to be out till 3:30 and not have to answer to anyone for it. Although waking up at 9 am to practice with my head feeling like it was going to explode--like, I thought I was having a brain ( Read more... )

The volleyball team lost championships tonight. I honestly felt my heart break as soon as lauren and michelle started crying. Like, literally, it was physically agonizing to see them. Because it takes you right back to ACCs of last year for us. Crying at the stadium. On the bus. Driving home. In bed. And then skipping school the next day to ( Read more... )

Do you ever have one of those instances where you look in the mirror- like actually LOOK not just use it to make sure you're sticking your toothbrush in the right hole- and you're like "SHIT, how did I get to look like this?" I'm not even lying. My "personal care" has gotten so low that I might have done permanent damage. I have red marks all over ( Read more... )