I can't live here anymore. I CAN'T DO IT. It's freaking killing me. I lost my shit tonight to Liz for like 30 minutes (thanks again, Lizzard) b/c my dad got on my about my attitude or whatever. *rolls eyes* I can't possibly tell when he'll freak out next and tonight for some reason it just fucking pissed me off like whoa. I left and freaked and now ( Read more... )

I woke up, I went downstairs, poured a bowl of cereal, and had taken maybe 4 bites when my dad stomps into the kitchen ranting about his wallet missing. So I suggest that maybe he left it in the van yesterday and in reply he's a total fucking dickhead to me. No reason. Completely unnecessary. And I say to him something along the lines of, sorry I  ( Read more... )

STEP ONE: THE CALL OF THE DRINK
It beckons to you, you simply answer it. It sounds like a good idea, it feels rights, bu you decide you will not go too far.

STEP TWO: ECONOMICS
If funds are low, and you don't have an entire paycheck to blow, you must decide whether to do the Poor Man's Drunk (i.e., drinking on a completely empty stomach) or if there ( Read more... )

Stop being a bunch of idiot douche bags to me on a continuous basis. It's not fun for me when you "jokingly" tell me I'm slutty or roll your eyes if I tell you about something that upsets me. If I'm annoying you, then stop talking to me. Otherwise, you're merely fueling the fire of my low self-worth and the pile of insecurities I've collected over ( Read more... )

I crashed my car today. I was not on my cell, didn't have the music up, was wearing my seatbelt,  had my eyes on the road, was going 65mph, and then my car swerved. Don't have a clue why. Everyone's assuming it was black ice. I was in the far left lane of the 3-lane highway. The car smashed into the median, apparently (according to a truck driver ( Read more... )

All this that is ceases to be.
All is revealed the obvious door opens nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing left.
Nothing left.
Nothing left to chance.
Gave them our reactions, and explosions, all that we are.
For graphs of passions and charts of stars.
It's how ending starts.
Answers.
How ending starts.
Ending starts with answers.
Answers.

I feel like I'm missing my life ( Read more... )

1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland/world
8. Climbed a mountain- California :)
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee Jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an ( Read more... )

*sobs out of complete and utter joy*

For the first time in a very long time, I feel like I can be proud of my country and the man that will be representing it come January. Thank god too. I really didn't want to move to Canada.

So I haven't written in a while. I either haven't had time or really haven't felt like it. Plus, almost nobody still uses their livejournal or at least very few people I know. Anyway, I called in "sick" today from work. I just needed a day away from my students when I didn't have a million things to do, seventeen people to see, or some other work- ( Read more... )

So I accidentally, but thoroughly, embarrassed myself the other day at school. There's this teacher and he's hot and I have a crush cause I'm stupid and I was talking to one of my students in the hallway when said teacher comes around the corner. So I politely smile at him, but then all of a sudden some whacked out part of my brain takes over and I ( Read more... )