*bangs head on desk*
I can't live here anymore. I CAN'T DO IT. It's freaking killing me. I lost my shit tonight to Liz for like 30 minutes (thanks again, Lizzard) b/c my dad got on my about my attitude or whatever. *rolls eyes* I can't possibly tell when he'll freak out next and tonight for some reason it just fucking pissed me off like whoa. I left and freaked and now I feel better. I asked him to back off and not do me any favors because ultimately when he does things like pays a loan payment for me or tells me not to pay for my cell phone b/c it was Christmas, it's not helpful to me. That just sets me up to have no damn clue how the hell much money I'm spending on bills, loans, gas, etc. Plus, it's a totally hypocritical way of handling things to tell me that I'm irresponsible one minute, but then the next minute pay for something. WHA??? How is that helpful. Bah!
I'm all caught up on all my bills except for the money I owe my father (<---------- hate self for that) and I'm sending out checks for my loans tomorrow. I hope I get a lovely tax return b/c my savings is totally depleted right now and I don't like that at all.
I'm getting let go from my job at the end of this year. I have no clue what I'm going to do next year. I found out on Tuesday. I checked around a little tonight to see what jobs are available right now, but there isn't much I'm qualified for. I'm going to apply for a position at GSW, but I doubt I'll get it. We'll see.
I had a lovely time in the city on Saturday with Tracy, Ham, Conor, and co. I laughed until I was crying, snorting, and losing control of my limbs. It was sooooooo wonderful. Oooooookeee.
Friday I partied fuggin HARD CORE with people from work. Holy shit. I drink more with the teachers from school than I do with my college friends. It's crazy. I didn't get home until 5am Saturday morning. And apparently I talked to Dan and he was crappy to me so I hung up. Whatever. He's pissing me off. I know, so surprising.
I've lost interest. bye.
I'm all caught up on all my bills except for the money I owe my father (<---------- hate self for that) and I'm sending out checks for my loans tomorrow. I hope I get a lovely tax return b/c my savings is totally depleted right now and I don't like that at all.
I'm getting let go from my job at the end of this year. I have no clue what I'm going to do next year. I found out on Tuesday. I checked around a little tonight to see what jobs are available right now, but there isn't much I'm qualified for. I'm going to apply for a position at GSW, but I doubt I'll get it. We'll see.
I had a lovely time in the city on Saturday with Tracy, Ham, Conor, and co. I laughed until I was crying, snorting, and losing control of my limbs. It was sooooooo wonderful. Oooooookeee.
Friday I partied fuggin HARD CORE with people from work. Holy shit. I drink more with the teachers from school than I do with my college friends. It's crazy. I didn't get home until 5am Saturday morning. And apparently I talked to Dan and he was crappy to me so I hung up. Whatever. He's pissing me off. I know, so surprising.
I've lost interest. bye.