oh lord
So I accidentally, but thoroughly, embarrassed myself the other day at school. There's this teacher and he's hot and I have a crush cause I'm stupid and I was talking to one of my students in the hallway when said teacher comes around the corner. So I politely smile at him, but then all of a sudden some whacked out part of my brain takes over and I get this huge, ridiculously awkward grin on my face (because god hates me and wants me to embarrass myself in front of him???) and my student is looking at me like I've grown another head and I'm blushing at what an idiot I am and trying to do anything but make eye contact with him and then I just felt all stupid and exposed. *rolls eyes* Yeesh. I don't even like that guy that much. It's just a crush...