Well...last night started off pretty good. Sitting at the table with my best friend and Troy...getting crunk as hell.
Yeah. That didn't last long. No details needed. Let's just say once again a person I seriously trusted has fucked me over. I'm so sick of this shit ( Read more... )

One Year

yeah. wow. It's weird to think it's been a whole year since I first started dating Aaron...hmph. God, I miss that kid. Or at least what we hadIt's really depressing to think that I haven't met anyone as good as him yet. (And that I am pretty much convinced I will never meet a person that kisses as good as he did) I dont' know. It's just ( Read more... )

I promise to never fall in love
With a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the Lord above
For sending me love
I cherish every hug
I really loooooooove youYeah. That song was just playing in the car ( Read more... )

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone... haha, I love my Emily.

So cha. Today was pretty f-in boring. Got up around 2. Went and picked up e-wriggles, and found out I still have a job. Which is pretty stellarUh...what else.. Oh yeah, went over to Troy Boy's for a bit...still didn't jump off his balcony thingy. I'm such a wimp. And Emily broke ( Read more... )

Oh gooooooooooooood.
This shit is honestly fucking me up. I just got home from hanging out with Emily and Troy. And the minute I walk into the door, my mom starts a fucking fight with me.
She's all pissed off because she says I won't open up to her...I won't open up to anyone. I just can't. So, she needs to back the fuck off and stop riding me ( Read more... )

I'm honestly not sure how much more of this I can take.  It's getting so hard to deal with this stuff...

I just don't understand people. I could really never be deliberately mean to someone or just treat someone like nothing, and not have it bother me.  But I guess everyone's different.

Really, I don't believe that I'm that bad of a person. So, ( Read more... )

Ok.  So, I am totally crunk right now...it's majorly hard to type.

Yeah.  Tonight pretty much sucked and I am so totally typing with one eye closed...ugh, at least I look like a cute old man...er something like that.

I wanna go to bed cuz I have to take Troy home by 11, but then again, I am pretty awake...so, I don't know.

I feel kinda bad also ( Read more... )

Yeah, so tonight pretty much sucked. It seems like everyone is just taking me for granted...I dunno. I seriously try my best to give ppl things but they don't appreciate it. Normally, that doesn't bother me but after awhile it kinda sucks...eh. Not to mention I HATE it when people fucking hoe me out...UUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHH

So, thanks a lot to that ( Read more... )

where to start? who knows. things haven't been that great lately...kinda emo, but not that pathetic kind of emo...my own personal version of it. the kind that no one sees. Guess I prefer it that way or something...

I don't really know. And I'm trying my best to act like things are okay...cuz I'm pretty sure, in the scheme of things, they're not ( Read more... )

Yeah, so this weekend was pretty good.   When I wasn't working I was with E-Wriggles.  Good times.  Pretty sure there's more of that to come...actually I'm positive lol.

Just finished my math project...which I of course waited until the last minute to do.  Not to mention I've had like 6 red bull's today...hmm kinda jittery.  Now, I'm just sitting ( Read more... )