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One Year
yeah. wow. It's weird to think it's been a whole year since I first started dating Aaron...hmph. God, I miss that kid. Or at least what we had.
It's really depressing to think that I haven't met anyone as good as him yet. (And that I am pretty much convinced I will never meet a person that kisses as good as he did) I dont' know. It's just that everything felt so right with Aaron.
Grrrrrr. jafl;ksdhggua;udcb
Jesus. This is pathetic. uhhh yeah.
But now I have to go sleep in that big bed upstairs...alone. That's what gets to me the most. I hate being alone, and sleeping alone just plain sucks.
Meh. I love him...still. Which is extremely agk;ubidb...but I am over it. Which is not so "agk;ubidb" lol
Oh well. I honestly just want love. And to not be alone anymore. But I suppose that's what everyone wants, when they don't have it.
I am so not thinking about this anymore
ugh. Peace.
yeah. wow. It's weird to think it's been a whole year since I first started dating Aaron...hmph. God, I miss that kid. Or at least what we had.
It's really depressing to think that I haven't met anyone as good as him yet. (And that I am pretty much convinced I will never meet a person that kisses as good as he did) I dont' know. It's just that everything felt so right with Aaron.
Grrrrrr. jafl;ksdhggua;udcb
Jesus. This is pathetic. uhhh yeah.
But now I have to go sleep in that big bed upstairs...alone. That's what gets to me the most. I hate being alone, and sleeping alone just plain sucks.
Meh. I love him...still. Which is extremely agk;ubidb...but I am over it. Which is not so "agk;ubidb" lol
Oh well. I honestly just want love. And to not be alone anymore. But I suppose that's what everyone wants, when they don't have it.
I am so not thinking about this anymore
ugh. Peace.