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Hola!
How goes it? Well im still on the search for a f-ing job. Jesus. 
Me and ron are offically together. He's amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ he treats me too good sometimes and it weirds me out...that normal?
Fall is almost here.. wow.
So eddie doesnt talk to me anymore since the whole ron thing. I dont blame him though. 
 Im going to a roller derby ( Read more... )

so a  few months have gone by. Im back at school, was working 2 jobs over the summer, quit one and now im looking for another. I was reading my last post about Ron...well a lot has happend since the zipper and that night at the beach. We're no longer astranged friends but close friends. We care a lot for each other, and how far we're going to take ( Read more... )

i had SO MUCH fun lastnight. me and kadee went to the bizzare and just dubbed, then we saw ron. Me and ron went on the Zipper, which my my most favorite ride EVER. he was scared hahaha. Then we went back to his place and started drink with his buddies, then we all went to a point in brunswick and all just laid next to the ocean and looked at stars ( Read more... )

ITS SO NICE OUTSIDE ( Read more... )

Insomnia...i havent had this in years...makes me worry. i dont want to slip again.

So anyways
quit wal-mart. dumb job should have never put myself there. They didnt pay me NEARLY enough for that bs.
Ive got 10000000 things on my mind, but what are they excatly?
I want to listen to music but im not sure what quite fits my mood...the pixies! there we go ( Read more... )

So it POURED on the night of my birthday. Me and kadee went and danced in the rain, it was AWESOME! everyone else looked at us like we were crazy, i was just happy.
I did get VERY drunk though, like i dont remember a lot of things, but i know i did get very mad at Miranda and Ben. But im totally over it, it was stupid.  Andy got bens car stuck in ( Read more... )

Its my 19th birthday!!! Didnt feel like it was my birthday earlier but it does now!! Ive had a great day. It started with blaine telling me happy birthday, then camille and then i got 1000 happy birthdays and i hung out with ron and SCREAMED my chemical romance songs down main street and had a BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it made me really happy. ( Read more... )

today is the begining of my new life. i broke up with eddie.. i felt horrible before, but now i feel very opimistic....im ready to breath and start over...its amazing. though my eyes are puffy and my thoughts are spinning at 1000000 mph ill be ok.

Its spring time ( Read more... )