tree buds are turning into bright green leaves
Its spring time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its so wonderful! i love it. Today i walked to my classes during a thunder storm. For a minute while the rain fell on me, i just paused in my foot steps and looked at the sky to feel the rain hit my skin and slid off my face...it was a pure moment of Zen and i loved it.
Today was my last day of school, hoot hoot. All done until may 29th, 2 days before my birthday. I have a job interview at apple bees monday, i really need a new job.
Me and eddie are coming to the realization, more slowly for him, that we aren't meant to be, and as much as we'd like to be, we konw it wont work. I've wanted to leave him for some time now, but he's holding on to me because i've been all that he's know for 4 years now....i feel the same about him but i must keep in mind reality and thinking about where we are now and where we will or wont be in the near future. He can't change because who he is is who he will be and i don't want to change him. Im riding the wave and eventually that wave is going to crash from underneath me, but i think i'll be prepared for the under tow.
Tonight im hanging out with blaine, it'll be fun, always is. Its gonna feel good to get my mind off of things and just smile for once. Work is calling me and i gotta make a coffee run.
Spring has sprung
and the reincaration of the world has begun.
Krista
Its so wonderful! i love it. Today i walked to my classes during a thunder storm. For a minute while the rain fell on me, i just paused in my foot steps and looked at the sky to feel the rain hit my skin and slid off my face...it was a pure moment of Zen and i loved it.
Today was my last day of school, hoot hoot. All done until may 29th, 2 days before my birthday. I have a job interview at apple bees monday, i really need a new job.
Me and eddie are coming to the realization, more slowly for him, that we aren't meant to be, and as much as we'd like to be, we konw it wont work. I've wanted to leave him for some time now, but he's holding on to me because i've been all that he's know for 4 years now....i feel the same about him but i must keep in mind reality and thinking about where we are now and where we will or wont be in the near future. He can't change because who he is is who he will be and i don't want to change him. Im riding the wave and eventually that wave is going to crash from underneath me, but i think i'll be prepared for the under tow.
Tonight im hanging out with blaine, it'll be fun, always is. Its gonna feel good to get my mind off of things and just smile for once. Work is calling me and i gotta make a coffee run.
Spring has sprung
and the reincaration of the world has begun.
Krista