Is not to do anybody any favors ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I used this account, kinda planned on never, but there are some things that are worth it ( Read more... )

I'm the kind of person I would like to get to know better, but I don't because I'm scared of myself.

I look in the mirror, but that's not me. I would like to be her. I would like her. Maybe I'll introduce myself.

So I've been reading that if I get the notice on my friend's page, I'm supposed to post anti war lyrics. I'm definately pro anti war efforts, so I'll go for it. But remember, war isn't always just between countries.

Step by step, heart to heart
Left right left, we all fall down
Like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart
We never win, but the battle ( Read more... )

I can tell you alot about feelings. I'm sure you can tell me alot too. I can tell you about percieved feelings, actual feelings, repressed feelings, external feelings, internal feelings and so many other hidden forms of expression. I can tell you about stereoptypes based on feelings. I can tell you about society's accpetance of feelings ( Read more... )

Wow, it's really amazing what can set a person off. I know it's only been a couple weeks, but will I ever let go of this? I've always been a person to just get up and move on and in some ways that's good and in some ways, not so much. Sometimes I do it a little too quickly, sometimes I push myself harder ( Read more... )

Don't mind me. I'm not really sure quite where that came from, it was just kinda there and needed to get out ( Read more... )

When I came home from the hospital last week, Karen went out and got me a large bag filled with assorted chocolates. Somehow it managed only to contain my favorites. I reached in and grabbed a chocolate, absentmindedly unwrapping it as tears continued to stream down from my eyes. It was a Dove dark chocolate, one of those Dove Promises, with the ( Read more... )

Ugh, I didn't take high enough, only making one final table, but my toughest opponent was probably knocked out, we'll know for sure when the points are listed ( Read more... )

I'm doing much better. I still don't like this, I don't understand it. I'm scared it will happen again. But I accept it. There are still going to be good days and bad days, but the less than bad days are increasing ( Read more... )