It's six more days until my life changes for ever and ever. What do I do? I can't do anything. I can't even fully express how I feel because words are like walls. Yesturday was a wierd day, and I don't ever want a day like that again. I was on the edge of having tears stream down my face and that sort of "glossy" eyed look (according to sierra ( Read more... )

So its been a while hadn't it? Since I've updated? Well I just don't have time. Honestly right now I don't even have time to be doing this. There is our country's history to be read, chemistry to figure out, and French to learn. But I really feel like doing this right now, so I will ( Read more... )

This week has been a rocky one. School started Thursday, and as I'm sure most people already know, I am not liking it. Actually I like most of my classes, I'm just so traumatized of my AP English class. My teacher Mrs. Snyder scares me like a monkey! It's gotta be the British accent and the way she talks. I guess it is just one of those ( Read more... )

WOW this has been a good week for meh! I've finally started thinking more about others and less of myself. I'm back on that track to my normal self, and it feels so good ( Read more... )

I feel wierd. I don't even feel like writing in here right now. Yet I find myself doing it. THinks are looking up. Im quitting my job at AMC, next Monday and Wednesday are my last days. I'm so excited to not have a job during school, because I should be way busy! And I want to have A's in all my classes, even the AP ones. I'm excited for ( Read more... )

So today was like a bad day! I woke up and I could barely stand for like 5 seconds without having to sit down, even if it was just randomly in the middle of the floor. I don't think I've ever had pain like that in my knees, also in my shins. I figured it was probly something from therepy, so my mom called and talked to my therapist. They said ( Read more... )

Guess what I did today!!! I worked from 10 15- 6 00!! I am just a little tired. At least it was dead there all day, and I met this way cool guy named Neil and these cool girls Alena and Courtney. Plus I got on Heather (one of the leads) nerves so bad because we had nothing to do, it was like empty, we were all just standing around. It was so ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from Girl's Camp last night, it was an amazing thing. it really was. To be a YCL over Hermosa Vista Ward girls. They are so incredibly adorable, I can't stand it! I had the best time just hanging out with them, talking with them, writing notes to them, it was just awesome. I had to leave early, and it made me so happy ( Read more... )

Hey today has been a fun day! Me and Dara went to Sunsplash, and we got in free because of work! It was cool, we lazy rivered it up, mini golfed, and ate and did the wave pool thang. Way fun, thanks Dara. After that I got my pictures from Target, and got some more stuff for girl's camp, which im not all that excited for because I have a ( Read more... )

I don't know what my deal is, I feel so depressive all the time. I'm just annoyed with everything there is. I know it's a mixture of missing Amy, and Minnesota, the easy way things used to be. Also my mom getting remarried which basically means it is the end of hope for my parents. That hits me hard for some reason that I am not sure of. I'm ( Read more... )