SO basically I haven't touched this thing in ages...thought I'd give it a try. I have no life this week because of AP testing! And life is still good amidst all the stress. I have never been more thankful for my friends and family, I CANT WAIT TIL SCHOOL ENDS! And i had fun at prom. Man I suck at LJ writing. laterdays!

So this has been a GREAT weekend ( Read more... )

Life is so good. I realize that i should be thankful for the little things. Like oreos and rain. Im so lucky to have so much!

But i am so drained from this week, even though i sleep all the time!

Thats all!

Isn't life somethin? One moment i have my heart and head completely set, the next i realize its opposite. I've been contradicting myself a lot lately with thoughts about everything. Sometimes I wish these thoughts could just dissapear, and then i wouldn't have to worry. But what's life with out some difficulty? It sure isn't "somethin ( Read more... )

SO guess what I've been up to all week? A whole lot of nothing, except for school work! haha. It is my sad and insane life. But it's good at the same time ( Read more... )

SO guess what I've been up to all week? A whole lot of nothing, except for school work! haha. It is my sad and insane life. But it's good at the same time ( Read more... )

SO I just got back from the cross country meet, it was fun. AND i have homework I don't get. Therefore, i refuse to do it. SO I found this little thingy in Megans LJ and I actually am kind of bored so I'm doing it ha ( Read more... )

I'm feeling stronger than ever before. I will make it through this, and I do have the ability to decide my own happiness.

I am never broken.

I have gone through so much and this is just another one of those obstacles I must face head on, with courage, and overcome.

I am never broken.

that sounds so sappy! :-)

A slow but certain change in attitude is beginning to take place inside me. A huge change can be so difficult, and terrifying. And this one is. Maybe it doesn't seem so bad, or that I'm making this harder than it needs to be, but only those who have been through this can attest to that. I am going to try, as soon as my mom and her husband get ( Read more... )

So life is just insane isn't it? One moment I feel that everything has settled down, like I can breath again, and the next its all back up again. I just feel so useless. Everyone is telling me not to be sad, not to let anything get me down. But who can tell someone how to feel? I would like to feel that way, but sometimes it just isn't ( Read more... )