something i cant define
Well, I just got back from Girl's Camp last night, it was an amazing thing. it really was. To be a YCL over Hermosa Vista Ward girls. They are so incredibly adorable, I can't stand it! I had the best time just hanging out with them, talking with them, writing notes to them, it was just awesome. I had to leave early, and it made me so happy that none of them wanted me to leave, they are such sweet hearts. I didn't want to leave just because of them. The girls leaders said that me, Sierra, and Natt were the best YCLs they ever had. I feel very accomplished. I'm so lucky to have been able to do that.
So apparently I do wierd things in my sleep at camp like shake around and talk. haha Nikki and Lucia!! They said me and Sirra were having like a conversation in our sleep. I had no idea I do things like that. haha good times.
I started physical therapy today, it was way hard. Aparently my hips and glutes muscles are very weak, and my hamstrings are very unflexible. That is why my knees go in when I walk! So now I'm doing all these strenghthening exercises that are soo hard to make my muscles stronger so my knees won't go in when i stand or walk. They also did this radiation thing to my leg right on my fracture that killed! So now I'm like sitting around in all this pain. haha o well, it'll work out in the end.
Carli called me Sunday I was so happy to get her message, I wish I would've been there that day to talk with her. I was so happy just to hear her voice because it reminds me of Amy and EFY and so many good things. I just about burst into tears when I realized it was her. How pathetic is that? haha.
Well, to sum up how I'm feeling...I miss my girls camp girls, I'm not sure I like the way my life is changing, I miss Minnesota still, and I love and hate life all at once. I'm confused about a few people still. I don't know what I will do or how this will all turn out, and that scares me. I'm terrified of the future.
""I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you ...""
So apparently I do wierd things in my sleep at camp like shake around and talk. haha Nikki and Lucia!! They said me and Sirra were having like a conversation in our sleep. I had no idea I do things like that. haha good times.
I started physical therapy today, it was way hard. Aparently my hips and glutes muscles are very weak, and my hamstrings are very unflexible. That is why my knees go in when I walk! So now I'm doing all these strenghthening exercises that are soo hard to make my muscles stronger so my knees won't go in when i stand or walk. They also did this radiation thing to my leg right on my fracture that killed! So now I'm like sitting around in all this pain. haha o well, it'll work out in the end.
Carli called me Sunday I was so happy to get her message, I wish I would've been there that day to talk with her. I was so happy just to hear her voice because it reminds me of Amy and EFY and so many good things. I just about burst into tears when I realized it was her. How pathetic is that? haha.
Well, to sum up how I'm feeling...I miss my girls camp girls, I'm not sure I like the way my life is changing, I miss Minnesota still, and I love and hate life all at once. I'm confused about a few people still. I don't know what I will do or how this will all turn out, and that scares me. I'm terrified of the future.
""I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you ...""