“There is only one way to happiness and that is to cease worrying about things which are beyond the power of our will.”

So college has its highs and lows, definitely more highs though. There will just be these amazing and fun nights and the next morning something will make me really sad and miss home. I'm still adjusting I guess. I wish I was closer with my roomates, but they're nice; we just don't have much in common. I've met some really cool people though and had ( Read more... )

I got back from orientation last night, and I loved it. I love URI. I love the campus, the people, and the whole vibe. I'm so excited to go- I really do hope and believe this will be the best time of my life.

working through college working through college ranaranarana bullshit just SHUT UP

at least I worked through high school so I could go to college.

Prom. was. so. much. fun.

Everybody makes mistakes. I suppose I never realized how much some pathetic person can revel in them so much to make herself feel better about her failure of a life. So what ( Read more... )

well, now, I tell myself I've mended
under these patches of blue sky
but there are still a few holes
that let in a little rain.

I need to make changes in my life.
I need to like myself more.

I got into college

I've been trying to take each day as it comes and to not worry so much, but it's really hard not to get stressed out with so much work in all my classes and then actual work itself. This is the most wonderful time of the year for Pete's sake ( Read more... )

Tonight while I was brushing my teeth I realized that I shouldn't base my actions on how other people would've acted. Usually in this setting, I would think "oh well if they were acting like this to me, they wouldn't apologize ranaranarana" but tonight it occurred to me that regardless of whether the other party would or wouldn't apologize, I ( Read more... )

I'm trying to stay focused on what's important, but it's hard. I don't know what I want, so I'm in a perpetual catch-22 and I don't know what to do. I just want to get my applications done and over with and have this weight and stress off of me and then only have the weight and stress of work and school on me- how joyous. At least the best part of ( Read more... )