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I'm trying to stay focused on what's important, but it's hard. I don't know what I want, so I'm in a perpetual catch-22 and I don't know what to do. I just want to get my applications done and over with and have this weight and stress off of me and then only have the weight and stress of work and school on me- how joyous. At least the best part of the year is coming up with the holidays, so hopefully their inherent cheer evoke happiness in me.