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Everybody makes mistakes. I suppose I never realized how much some pathetic person can revel in them so much to make herself feel better about her failure of a life. So what.
One mistake in one night is not going to have any effect on years and years of hard work and dedication. I know I'm going to be something. I believe in myself, and my work ethic, and my determination. I know I deserve anything I accomplish in life. I need to remember this is all that matters.
So the person I used to be closest with turned into a total cunt towards me as well. So what.
I was there whenever she needed to talk. I was there whenever she needed to cry. It wasn't mutual. Any mistakes I've made won't change that, and even if all that doesn't count for anything to her, it does to me. At this point, I really couldn't care less about what anyone thinks about me because I finally know who I am.
I know who matters to me. I know who's been there for me. I'm not always the best person. So what.
I try my best. I try to grow. I try to learn about myself and better myself as often as I can. I go to school and I take my college level classes and I succeed. I work hard and I pitch and I do the best I can. There's nothing more that I could do. If someone wants to break me down, let them try. I don't feel the need to prove myself to anyone. I feel I work really hard and I get fucked over a lot in the way people treat me, but in the end I really don't give a shit. I can't control what other people think or feel or do. What's important to me is that I focus on improving what I think, what I feel, what I do and learn as much about life and about myself as I possibly can in the short amount of time I'm here.
I can move on and move forward, so shut the fuck up and stop trying to hold me back. You'll fail. I'll succeed because I know who I am.
Strive for understanding over being understood.
One mistake in one night is not going to have any effect on years and years of hard work and dedication. I know I'm going to be something. I believe in myself, and my work ethic, and my determination. I know I deserve anything I accomplish in life. I need to remember this is all that matters.
So the person I used to be closest with turned into a total cunt towards me as well. So what.
I was there whenever she needed to talk. I was there whenever she needed to cry. It wasn't mutual. Any mistakes I've made won't change that, and even if all that doesn't count for anything to her, it does to me. At this point, I really couldn't care less about what anyone thinks about me because I finally know who I am.
I know who matters to me. I know who's been there for me. I'm not always the best person. So what.
I try my best. I try to grow. I try to learn about myself and better myself as often as I can. I go to school and I take my college level classes and I succeed. I work hard and I pitch and I do the best I can. There's nothing more that I could do. If someone wants to break me down, let them try. I don't feel the need to prove myself to anyone. I feel I work really hard and I get fucked over a lot in the way people treat me, but in the end I really don't give a shit. I can't control what other people think or feel or do. What's important to me is that I focus on improving what I think, what I feel, what I do and learn as much about life and about myself as I possibly can in the short amount of time I'm here.
I can move on and move forward, so shut the fuck up and stop trying to hold me back. You'll fail. I'll succeed because I know who I am.
Strive for understanding over being understood.