Goodbye.

[goneingoneout]

I am leaving this Livejournal account because I have repeatedly been violated and I can no longer take the stress that it brings. I wish everyone the best of luck.
Goodbye.

Comments

[citruskc]

No, you're not allowed to.

[goneingoneout]

yes I am.

[citruskc]

no.

[goneingoneout]

I will tell you if I start another. If I ever do that.

[citruskc]

Just delete the people who you cannot trust...?

[beautynbreakdwn]

I'm the one who "violated" him - I came home last night and my computer gave me the option to restore all my sessions, so I did. Marc was still signed into LJ, and I read it.

I found out that he's been having sex with "Erica" - as recent as last Saturday night. All while telling me of his devotion and desire to be with me. I think it's a load of crap.

[goneingoneout]

And I think that our relationship or whatever you want to call it has been a load of crap. I have tried and been so good to you and I have done whatever it takes and you pull the no sex thing on me. I told you what I needed and wanted. You just kept saying no and that you did not see us together, but you would call me every night. You led me on and gave me mixed signals. I am single and I can do as I please and need. You were not trying, nor were you wanting to fulfill the needs that I had. I wanted you and only you. You made your choice.

[beautynbreakdwn]

Wow. You HAVE tried and you HAVE been good to me... but having sex with someone else while you're trying to win me back isn't my idea of being good to me. Did you honestly feel it was okay to do that behind my back

[rizzo]

That sucks. :/ Violated how?

[conormaguire]

I posted naked pictures of him sleeping. Apparently thats a "violation". What a bitch.

[rizzo]

LIAR! I totally would have remembered that. D:

[beautynbreakdwn]

If you cannot take the stress that it brings, then maybe you shouldn't be making the choices to live your life in ways that you need to hide and lie about.

[goneingoneout]

and maybe you should not peer into things that do not ultimately concern you. Or maybe you should look into your heart and your mind and make the choices that you need to make and stop taking God and your perceived message derived from his translated and uninspired sermons to heart. Make your own mind up.

[beautynbreakdwn]

If I'm to consider you as possibly my future husband, even my on-again boyfriend, then I would definitely say that you having sex behind my back CONCERNS ME. You were lying to me, Marc. That CONCERNS ME. You could sexually catch something from this girl and pass it on to me...that CONCERNS ME.

I've chosen to make God a part of my life and a part of my decisions for my life. I'm going to take what the bible says to heart. I know you don't agree, but that's your choice, and this is mine.

[fallenlilys]

whaaaaats going onnnnn