I am leaving this Livejournal account because I have repeatedly been violated and I can no longer take the stress that it brings. I wish everyone the best of luck. Goodbye.
Wow. You HAVE tried and you HAVE been good to me... but having sex with someone else while you're trying to win me back isn't my idea of being good to me. Did you honestly feel it was okay to do that behind my back?
I don't care if you're a guy, no one literally HAS to have sex. Ever hear of masturbation? If you wanted to pursue me and what was in my and our best interest, you could have found a way to get around it. You could have been patient with me telling you we couldn't have sex right now. You act as if I threw you for a loop with the no sex thing, but yet you claimed you understood and would do "whatever it takes, no matter how long it takes". Apparently, 3 weeks is too long.
Yes, I did tell you that I didn't see us together (for the future). But I also told you that I love you and that I was willing to give you and us some time and a chance to see if maybe I was wrong. Giving us that chance means spending time together, hence my asking you to come stay over many nights. How else do you want me to go about trying to see the possibility of an "us" again?
You are single, but you told me that you thought of me as your girlfriend, no matter if we weren't officially back together or not, so how do you explain that one?
That is not true that I was not trying or wanting to fulfill the needs you have. The only thing I withheld from you was sex. You are just too sexually frustrated to see anything else clearly right now. That's how you get, Marc. If the sex isn't going well, then nothing is going well. If the sex is good, then everything is great.
You have a strange way of showing that you want me and only me. Seriously. And yes, I did make my choice. I made that choice for a number of reasons, none of which were to torture you. I'm looking out for myself and you, whether you can see that or not.
I don't care if you're a guy, no one literally HAS to have sex. Ever hear of masturbation? If you wanted to pursue me and what was in my and our best interest, you could have found a way to get around it. You could have been patient with me telling you we couldn't have sex right now. You act as if I threw you for a loop with the no sex thing, but yet you claimed you understood and would do "whatever it takes, no matter how long it takes". Apparently, 3 weeks is too long.
Yes, I did tell you that I didn't see us together (for the future). But I also told you that I love you and that I was willing to give you and us some time and a chance to see if maybe I was wrong. Giving us that chance means spending time together, hence my asking you to come stay over many nights. How else do you want me to go about trying to see the possibility of an "us" again?
You are single, but you told me that you thought of me as your girlfriend, no matter if we weren't officially back together or not, so how do you explain that one?
That is not true that I was not trying or wanting to fulfill the needs you have. The only thing I withheld from you was sex. You are just too sexually frustrated to see anything else clearly right now. That's how you get, Marc. If the sex isn't going well, then nothing is going well. If the sex is good, then everything is great.
You have a strange way of showing that you want me and only me. Seriously. And yes, I did make my choice. I made that choice for a number of reasons, none of which were to torture you. I'm looking out for myself and you, whether you can see that or not.
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