I am literally counting down the days to my mother's return, something I never thought I would do.  Counting.........

 I am literally camped out in my room, hungry and thirsty, all because I want zero social interaction this evening.  I am the equivalent of a crusty old man.  :(  I want anything.  Even a little shack.  Any space to call mine that doesn't involve other people.  I am such an antisocial freak sometimes.

I need to learn how to be less of an ungrateful bitch.  I don't know what it is about living in close proximity with family units, but it makes me absolutely crazy.  How much longer can I live with this?  I feel like I've gotten to the point of just tolerating it, which pisses me off because that's how Brian used to act around my family.  Still ( Read more... )

I guess I'm starting to write again... mostly because this is the longest span of time I've been stuck in the house since moving back from Japan.  The whole having a baby thing makes me too tired to bother going out sometimes, or just hang around the house because it's easier than dragging my fat ass around, haha.  I've been wanting to write in my ( Read more... )

 It's amazing how much change can be packed into such a short period of time.

Hmm.

I haven't been on myspace or lj or the internets in general much since getting back to the US.  I'm kind of back now though.  So... hi?  I'll try to write regularly again.  <3

Live to love,
Vana

I'm never drinking absinthe again.  EVER.

This is probably the worst hangover I've ever had.  That being said, I'm so stressed out right now.  I'm afraid none of the plans I'm making are working and I'm messing up.

I dunno, brain hurts.

Bleh.

Isn't it funny when a concept you've always known about suddenly becomes real and clear to you?

Like for years, I always told myself, "Fuck what everyone thinks, be brave, dress, act, do what you want in life," but it wasn't until after high school when I just woke up one day and simply lived that ideal.  I wasn't just trying anymore - I actually ( Read more... )

I'm tired of people who are full of themselves ( Read more... )

I feel things have been looking up greatly the past week ( Read more... )

Goddamn, I am just in the mood to BITCH lately ( Read more... )