well, in an interesting turn of events i escaped part of my essay-related hell due to my FALLING INTO THE CELLAR OF THE PUB I WORK IN on wednesday night. I fell gracefully and spectacularly through the trapdoor, hit a wooden staircase on my way down, bounced off that (which felt like being hit by a car) and landed in a heap about 12 feet down in ( Read more... )

I'm going to break the pattern of self-indulgent morose mutterings that i've been writing here recently to tell you about the lurvely day i managed to have yesterday against all odds ( Read more... )

You know what? I'm sick of being a neurotic, heartbroken twat ( Read more... )

I've cheered up a bit after getting a flood of emotion out of me on monday. I'm putting david-type worries on hold, cos we've seen plenty of each other and its been nice, and we've chatted. He's going to the doctor today to talk about some help. he needs me and i need him, so we're just approaching it from a zen point of view. no rules, no guilt ( Read more... )

dammit. i spent about 20 min on an entry and then wiped it. ah well.

So i awoke this morning (i've mentioned before that sleeping in our spare room means waking up with the sun as the window frames sunrise perfectly over the water, and its a white room with white curtains...) to blinding light, a headache and no temperature. super, i thought as i popped my first penicillin and a couple of paracetamol. minutes later ( Read more... )

I'm at home, and pretty much since the minute i walked out of aldergrove airport I've had the flu. i felt a bit weak and pathetic on monday morning but put it down to a rather energetic weekend and a somewhat over-enthusiastic back massage from david the night before (it was lovely but it hurt. i bruise, you know.)

I was getting grumpier and ( Read more... )

this week i've mostly been losing my mind from acute lack of income and festering, neverending boredom.

On monday i was so bored and frustrated that i shouted at lynn for no particular reason and inadvertently spent over 8 quid on fudge from that fucking irresistable shop on the royal mile (dammit!) as well as going to the bicycle shop with David ( ( Read more... )

every sixty seconds you spend upset is a
minute of happiness you'll never get back.

hey folks - i'm feeling very relaxed & refreshed after an exhilarating break in the west highlands with TLOML* and his family ( Read more... )