you caught me on a good day...
You know what? I'm sick of being a neurotic, heartbroken twat.
I'm lucky.
I'm not going to elaborate but i've had an epihany - i've caught a glimpse of the Bigger Picture and I've realised that in a month or two months my life will be completely different and instead of letting it pass me by i should just hang on with my eyes open and start being 'now' instead of waiting for something so vague i can't even pinpoint it, or why its important.
every day is a unit of my life that i often cringe away from when i should try harder to get something beautiful out of it. like today - i didn't have an umbrella but it wasn't really that bad once i was soaked. it was liberating, and i imagined myself looking windswept and interesting, perhaps with 'tendrils' of wet hair etc etc. that's one thing about today that didn't happen yesterday, and might not happen ever again.
gosh, ten minutes ago i was close to tears. now i'm about to look for a coat/hatstand on ebay. cos i think it'd be cool to have one.
I'm lucky.
I'm not going to elaborate but i've had an epihany - i've caught a glimpse of the Bigger Picture and I've realised that in a month or two months my life will be completely different and instead of letting it pass me by i should just hang on with my eyes open and start being 'now' instead of waiting for something so vague i can't even pinpoint it, or why its important.
every day is a unit of my life that i often cringe away from when i should try harder to get something beautiful out of it. like today - i didn't have an umbrella but it wasn't really that bad once i was soaked. it was liberating, and i imagined myself looking windswept and interesting, perhaps with 'tendrils' of wet hair etc etc. that's one thing about today that didn't happen yesterday, and might not happen ever again.
gosh, ten minutes ago i was close to tears. now i'm about to look for a coat/hatstand on ebay. cos i think it'd be cool to have one.