I'm in love with my boyfriend... less then a week till our 7 months ::sigh:: I'm soo happy--- if only I didn't spend the majority of my summer being nice to white trash, bossy dumbasses on a power trip, that act like it's been a fuckin year since they last ate ( Read more... )

I've been reading some of my old journal entries and it made me take notice that as people we don't really change. I mean every experience changes us a bit but I feel the way we process information stays about the same. I may not hold all of the same ideals that I once did and my priorities have changed a bit, but throughout my life my personality ( Read more... )

I just spend the week with Sean, it was our 6 months & I love him more everyday ( Read more... )

Lastnight I went to the bar and hung out with all of my friends; James, Hasher, Josh, Erika, and a few others. On the way home as he droped me off James kissed me. I told him that I loved my boyfiend and I was not going to do anything with. I told him that I loved him, but things can't be that way between us anymore, I'm with someone else now. I ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's Saturday night and I'm alone in my room with nothing but a Mike's Hard Lime to keep me company ( I know --- emo) So my day stared off nice and then my friend Cassandra really pissed me off, but I got over it. I come home and hang out with Sean, my bf, cause he promised we could be alone tonight. We have sex and fall asleep till 8:15pm. ( Read more... )

SO I turn 21 in about 22 hours and 51 minuets.... wow am I a dork. Um... actually I think by now you know that. I'm starting to get exited, but I think I'd be more exited if I wasn't falling asleep. Good Night!

**Glitter Kisses**

I honestly feel like no one takes me seriously! Tommorrow is the Day of Silence and I was really exited to get everything together, because I didn't do much for it last year and I've decided that I really needed to get back into the things that really matter to me. However, all my friends that told me they wanted to do it with me decided that they ( Read more... )

I have a family again... for those of you that don't know, which is most people... my parents and brother ( Matt ) are talking again and I got to spend this past Saturday at my brothers house with my sister -in law, her sister, her sister's three kids, my brother, my brother's new little girl, and my parents... I have family in abundence ( Read more... )

Lately I have been feeling very lonely, I'm not really sure why. I feel like most of my friends are always too busy with other things or people to care about me anymore. It's not all there fault, we've just grown apart. I've been pretty antisocial this past semester, aswell as last semester. I spent last semester staying up late talking to Aaron, ( Read more... )

You ALWAYS joke, but when you ALWAYS joke in my expence it makes me feel really shitty. I know you didn't mean it, but how much you can not mean something before you start meaning it??? Huh Lauren???