The end of an era

May 26, 2007 21:29

Lastnight I went to the bar and hung out with all of my friends; James, Hasher, Josh, Erika, and a few others. On the way home as he droped me off James kissed me. I told him that I loved my boyfiend and I was not going to do anything with. I told him that I loved him, but things can't be that way between us anymore, I'm with someone else now. I was so proud of myself. I do love him and I always will, but I'm inlove with Sean and would never do anything to ruin what we have together. I stayed in the car and made him talk to me until he understood.

It's so strange, for four years he was the only man I ever wanted. Now he trys to act like he's my man, when he knows I belong to someone else. I think he gets it now and we can go back to being friends. Cause I will always love and need James; he has been my world for years, but he is my past and Sean is my future<3

I love Sean and told him everything that happened as soon as I got in the door. He understood and though James is not his favorite person, he knows it's now over.

I'm so happy to have found a man who loves me as much back as I love him. So I did it- I said goodbye to James ( my first real love ) and said hello to Bates, my friend.

**Glitter Kisses**
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