sigh...
Lately I have been feeling very lonely, I'm not really sure why. I feel like most of my friends are always too busy with other things or people to care about me anymore. It's not all there fault, we've just grown apart. I've been pretty antisocial this past semester, aswell as last semester. I spent last semester staying up late talking to Aaron, misses out on all then fun, and now that I have fun I would rather sleep. I just feel so tiered, mind and body. I think I'm a bit depressed, probably because my grades are average at best and I feel so alone. When I'm with Sean<3 and House I feel fine, but once I'm alone again I feel so sad. I think maybe I do to much and don't have much time just to be, but I don't know how to lighten my load because I love all of my obligations, for the most part.
I miss James in my life, not as a romantic way ( I love my bf ), but I just have a hard time being so close to someone for so long and then having them just give up on the friendship. I'm not taking it well. It's been about 4 months since we've spoken, the longest amount of time yet. I just miss that sarcastic ass. He was a jerk, but he was my favorite jerk.
I just feel kinda emo I guess.... I hope the Spring weather will help me get out of my newly polished shell.
**glitter tears**
I miss James in my life, not as a romantic way ( I love my bf ), but I just have a hard time being so close to someone for so long and then having them just give up on the friendship. I'm not taking it well. It's been about 4 months since we've spoken, the longest amount of time yet. I just miss that sarcastic ass. He was a jerk, but he was my favorite jerk.
I just feel kinda emo I guess.... I hope the Spring weather will help me get out of my newly polished shell.
**glitter tears**