funniest thing ( Read more... )

worn out. i change my heart. frequently.
to keep up with what they want.

there is this place I like to visit.
last time was the last time.
i still would drive all night.
only to turn around - when i got too close.

everything is so distant
but i will not look behind me.

tonight i'm nauseous on nostalgia. Our reciprocal games have turned straight edge. I run off over and over again, thinking maybe this time I'll be caught. But this is the game that never ends, yes it goes on and on my friends. But it will end if you pull the plug. I'm buying a box tomorrow to store it all away- the golden days. It will be ( Read more... )

at 2 o clock everything got fixed.

at 3 o clock it'll all fall apart.

I've escaped.

Its raining. A few inches and a sudden slam of breaks kept me from colliding head first with a reckless pickup truck. I'm thinking about it now, and I wish he'd hit me. It would hurt, but it wouldnt kill. I think I'm in dire need of something that extreme to happen. It would bring me back to the basics.

This by no means is a ( Read more... )

If the dizzying highs don't subside overnight
Docter Blind, just prescribe the red ones

someone should stop me.

I'm over worked in every part of my life ( Read more... )

I'm just going to stop talking.  To her. About the things that use to matter.

we are coupled loosely ( Read more... )

I dont know what it is with me and the law but I can't help but break it ( Read more... )