Don't let the sun catch you crying.
tonight i'm nauseous on nostalgia. Our reciprocal games have turned straight edge. I run off over and over again, thinking maybe this time I'll be caught. But this is the game that never ends, yes it goes on and on my friends. But it will end if you pull the plug. I'm buying a box tomorrow to store it all away- the golden days. It will be pretty. Almost beautiful - but i must accept the fact that she takes comfort in the sound of my desperation.
When they ask me - I can only cringe - I was in a relationship that loved all of me but left me detached in the act of loving me. Whatever that means.
Alfez bought me swiss chalet. Chicken and tears is a tasty combination. I am unintentionally boycotting going out, seeing anyone. Don't get me wrong. I'm filled up on really good things.
In one week I've been restored, repaired, renewed. Emotional vulnerability is such a scary thing - but it's the only thing that gets me off.
maybe i deserve this.
or maybe its just me rewarding myself.
When they ask me - I can only cringe - I was in a relationship that loved all of me but left me detached in the act of loving me. Whatever that means.
Alfez bought me swiss chalet. Chicken and tears is a tasty combination. I am unintentionally boycotting going out, seeing anyone. Don't get me wrong. I'm filled up on really good things.
In one week I've been restored, repaired, renewed. Emotional vulnerability is such a scary thing - but it's the only thing that gets me off.
maybe i deserve this.
or maybe its just me rewarding myself.