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[girlontherage]

I hate when I am told what to do. I hate when plans are made for me instead of actually asking me. I hate that when I say "maybe" it's taken as a "yes

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[shirai_kirei]

I wish I knew what this was about, twin. *hugs* If you want to talk about it, you know I'm here. ♥

[girlontherage]

*hugs* Thanks twin. Pretty much I was asked to be a chaperone on a church function for a week in July. I had never told them "Yes I will" I had said "Maybe, it depends on what happens with work because I'm job hunting." Dad had called me that day and made it out to be like I was a permanent when I really wasn't. I just hate being in this position now cause now it feels like I'd be letting them down even though I never said I'd actually go in the first place. So it feels like a guilt-trip now :/