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Thoughts on New Year
While I always like the idea of a fresh start every new year, I also feel scared. I always wonder what it has in store and tend to focus on the negative possibilities. God knows this was the worst year of my life, but partly because of my own stupidity, which will not repeat itself in the upcoming year or any other time. I must say I never wanted a ( Read more... ) -
I will never understand people
I thought I was truly dumped by this guy I was seeing, he disappeared for a month. Then he calls me yesterday saying he wants to see me in the new year and how when he feels like shit I'm the only one he can talk to... WTF is it with men? What makes it ok to disappear and then just call like nothing happened? It's a damn pattern I have noticed many ( Read more... ) -
Just another Day
I don't celebrate xmas or anything. I would just love to see the back of this year. Without a doubt the WORST year of my entire life. 4 hospitalizations, 2 overdoses, friend committed suicide and worst of all the death of a very close person to me. Worst fucking year of my entire life, I am amazed I survived it. It has to end already and next year ( Read more... ) -
In Dreams...
This is so strange! I have been having regular dreams of my late Dad and my late dog almost every night lately. I was worried to be honest... I don't ever look up the meaning of dreams, but told Mom and she looked it up, and ALL the interpreters said same thing, that deceased father in dreams is coming usually in times of crisis and loneliness and ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday, my hero Mr. Lynch
Happy Birthday,
thank you for blessing this earth with your creations and forever enriching my life and my thoughts... You are my hero forever! Many more years of wonderful, genius creations!
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David Bowie - The man who saved the World
After the shock, an hour of crying... I just don't imagine this world without David Bowie... I am in denial still... I cannot imagine... I can't process this...
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Skunk Anansie - Weak
Lost in time I can`t count the words ( Read more... )
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