things to do. this year. this summer. this week month day. in general ( Read more... )

I just stumbled upon Oscar Wilde’s quote “I am not young enough to know everything” and it makes complete sense to me. The way I see it, children do know everything because all they know is what they know. Nothing is everything. They do not know there is more, nor are they able to know until someone tells them. Therefore, they can know everything ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm getting to the point where I'm okay with everything ( Read more... )

almost everything that happened in 2009 was a new experience for me. that's what made it so hard. I was so afraid of doing things wrong, because I had never experienced any of them before, I held back. I tried, of course. I could have done better. but I believe I got out okay; alive, anyway. I do not.. regret anything. I don't regret anything. and ( Read more... )

I don't like opening presents in front of people. It's the anticipation they have for a reaction from me that makes me dislike it, I think. I don't want to have to fake happiness if I don't feel it, but I make myself feel so terrible for feeling selfish because of that.. Something like that. that's why Christmas is not that great of a holiday for ( Read more... )

I wonder if the "important conversations" I have had are as important to the person I had them with as they are to me. Are they relevant to their life at all? Do they ever go back and think about those conversations? Or were they just.. conversations, and that's all ( Read more... )

I like days like this. Days where everything makes sense, where you meet new people; nights filled with drawings and cafes and tea and with walking in the cold night air, talking to strangers, creating art, actually talking to others. Moments when you lock eyes with strangers then meet them a few minutes later. Writing notes to people you will ( Read more... )

November. This weekend was wonderful. Last night I went to see The Rocky Horror Picture Show at midnight in a small theater. Trick-or-treating was fun ( Read more... )

So. Alright. Since my last entry, I have learnt that scholarships to the school are not available to anyone that is not a freshmen. So perhaps financial aid is right for me. It's a semi-good thing, because since I would be transferring, my application is due March 1st, so I have more time, but really a bad thing, because I really can't afford the ( Read more... )

I have a playlist on my iPod of all the songs since God knows when that have been a part of my life. They are songs that I have listened to while falling asleep, walking around, songs that I have cried myself to sleep while listening to, songs that remind me of memories, and songs that certain people of showed me. I love this list of music I have. ( Read more... )