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I don't like opening presents in front of people. It's the anticipation they have for a reaction from me that makes me dislike it, I think. I don't want to have to fake happiness if I don't feel it, but I make myself feel so terrible for feeling selfish because of that.. Something like that. that's why Christmas is not that great of a holiday for me, I believe.
I cleaned my bedroom today. The whole underside of my bed is clean, finally. I hate having my room dirty. It's... bad. I might paint my room white. I've always liked white walls a lot. It's just.. really simple, and nice.
I'm turning fifteen soon.
I cleaned my bedroom today. The whole underside of my bed is clean, finally. I hate having my room dirty. It's... bad. I might paint my room white. I've always liked white walls a lot. It's just.. really simple, and nice.
I'm turning fifteen soon.