I am always the one in the wrong?!?

I really do hate everyone. I just do. I hate this world. I hate this life. I hate.
Every time I try to do something to get myself out of my misery, something has to go terribly wrong. And I just don't want to do this anymore. I'd rather die.

I try to go out with any and all people I could call a friend, just ( Read more... )

But I understand why Britney Spears shaved her head ( Read more... )

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I am always wrong ( Read more... )

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I HATE you.

I wish I could rip off your head and shove it up your ass. I sometimes see myself stabbing you to death in your snore filled sleep. I want to make you crumble. You've stolen my life from me.

I hate you.

I feel like every time I turn around I've missed ruined something that was meant to be. And no matter how many times I turn in circles, going through the same thing, I never find what I am looking for. And no matter how much it was meant to be, Fate just decided to give into my sabotage.

I can't help but feel that I gave up my happy ending by being ( Read more... )

NOT.

I feel like I haven't slept for a week. I have been having anxiety attacks, crying spells, and suicidal thoughts every night for a couple weeks now and have no clue how to stop them.

I really need someone to tell me I am going to be ok.
I really need someone to hold me until it goes away.
I really need someone to make me feel accepted.
I really ( Read more... )

I am really not in a bad mood, it's just that it's been so long that I haven't been in a GOOD mood, I kind of dread living ( Read more... )

Ugh. I just want a lover.

Maybe I should just accept that there is no "true love" or even a truthful love ( Read more... )