My whole life is just a bad "Missed Connections" ad.

Jun 07, 2009 17:48

I feel like every time I turn around I've missed ruined something that was meant to be. And no matter how many times I turn in circles, going through the same thing, I never find what I am looking for. And no matter how much it was meant to be, Fate just decided to give into my sabotage.

I can't help but feel that I gave up my happy ending by being self-righteous and not fighting the good fight.
I just can't keep bringing myself to be the only one fighting. There is no battle to be won, when the opposing team is yourself, and your army gave up and left itself for dead a long time passed.

Is this all life has left to give me?
And where is the gift receipt?

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