Why can't I be who I used to be?
Why am I changing in so many ways?
I can't comprehend this..
I can't understand this..
I'm falling away from who I used to be..

What's the matter with me?
Why do I have a new opinion each day?
It's killing me...
It's confusing me....
I'm falling away from who I used to be...

I can't truly grasp the world I once knew..
I can't ( Read more... )

Squee....

I have absolutely nothing to talk about today... I wish I did but, I'm completely random.

I'm in charge of a tournament, =D and Corey's helping me plan it. It's gonna be at GH, sometime in late December this year.  What we wanna do is have it on the 5th mix machine. I'm hoping we can get enough people for it, cause if we don't well, then we ( Read more... )

When you're away I'm feeling empty.. I lose my mind.
But when you're around I take for granted..most of our time..
Honey you say that I'm cold..and sometimes I'm out of control..
Baby you know how I am at the end... You're always mine...

I don't mean to..when I hurt you..
But I need you.. I can show you..
Just let me be..when I'm crazy..
At the end you' ( Read more... )

Guess what everyone? -.o; It's nearly the new year.. Happy fuckin' New Year bitches!!!!

Anywho.. ^____^

Yeah..this one's all like..The best and the worst, the stupidest and the best of 2004.  It might be a bit too much to type in ten minutes..but oh well!

Ten Best Memories (Ten being the best):
1. Kicking serious ass at Fayetteville ddr wise..
2. Being ( Read more... )

So where did we leave off? Ah yes.. absolutely nothing was said about last night that made it special.. Nothing special really happened.  Well.. got to see Corey, yada yada  y00. Yanoo. Anyways.  Well. I got home about an hour ago.. from the mall.  Man I love being up there.. It's so much fun. ^__^ Specially when I get to see Corey.. :) My my...how ( Read more... )

Wow... where to begin.

It's simple really. Life has it's ups and downs. Quite frankly last night was an up for me. :D

It started at the mall, like all of my kawaii adventures do.  Well. Corey worked tonight, from 2-closing. Which was 9:30. Oh boy. :P Mawch time wiff dey Corey.  I met two of his friends, which only one's name I can remember.  I think ( Read more... )

I'm broken.. when I'm lonesome. I don't feel right, when you're gone away..

Lyrics from the song Broken, by Amy Lee and Seether.  Not completely how the lyrics go, just bits and pieces.  This song reminds me of a certain someone...and for some reason.. I feel depressed, yet happy at the same time.  I saw him tonight...and this will be how the story ( Read more... )

Hey...been awhile since I've written.. Well..I can assure it'll happen more often.

I've been working alot lately...schoolwork, you know. Stuff like that.. Well.. To let you know, my brother is no longer living with us...he's supposedly moving out tommorow. I feel abandoned in this uphill climb to happiness...and I feel as if I'm slipping. I just.. ( Read more... )

Silent wishes are those that never come true, right? Perhaps that is what many of my own wishes consist of.. The one I'm juggling right now...I don't know if I can be so sure of a positive answer.

The truth is, I really feel that I am going to leave my mother's house, sooner than I had ever expected. Probably sooner than anyone had expected. ( Read more... )

Yes, yes I'm back finally.
I apologize for the long wait, but I really had no intentions of writing anything, when I keep my own journal given to me by my buddy, Jess. I mean come on, what's more fun? Making your wrist hurt from writing, or your wrist hurt from typing?

Do you see my point? =P

Anywhos, Yeah, it's Saturday night, and a feline ( Read more... )